It has officially been 4 months since I had a full-time and well-paid job.
4 months since I had to set alarms, prepare for meetings
or have somewhere to spend the day that isn’t my dining room table, (which is
currently littered in CVs, cover letters, scribbled notes and half filled out job applications).
It’s now gotten to the stage where looking for a job has
become my full-time job, and I’m putting in all the overtime with no luck.
I miss the daily grind, using my imagination and coming
up with fresh ideas within the work place, and working effectively and efficiently as a team to- oh god! It seems cover-letter-writing has now slipped into my creative writing!!!!
I’m sick of
writing cover letters, tailoring my CV to the various job descriptions I’m
applying for, and sick of typing out my education and employment history OVER
AND OVER AGAIN!!!!!
But I am mostly sick of the following scenarios which I
encounter on a daily basis…
QUESTIONS
“So what is it you do for a living?”
Uuuummm…… I’m Freelance / between projects / taking a break
at the moment…
“Any luck on the job front?”
Like, why even ask me this question?!
If I got a job, I wouldn’t even say hello to you- I’d be
screaming it at you upon meeting. It’s been 4 months, auntie Allison, FFS!!!
OTHER PEOPLES
ADVICE
“Maybe you need to lower your expectations.”
“You should try call
centres/starbucks/greggs/aldi/boots/the airport?”
“I went round all the shops until someone took me on. Have you tried that?"
It’s frustrating when those who are lucky enough to have a job
that pays their bills AND personal allowances try to act all high and mighty, like they know it all when it comes to landing a job. It’s not like I’m not
trying, people! And it upsets me to think that you think that I’m not… if that makes
sense?
PLANS
I legit have no money.
Please stop organising cocktail night or a last minute mate date to the cinema when I have to constantly consult my bank app to see if I have funds
available… which I don’t.
Going out for your friends birthday meal which was planned last month and you agreed cause you thought you'd be working by now and still aren't. Then ordering the cheapest thing on the menu when everyone
else has a starter, a main and a
dessert. Who’s idea was this expensive place again? I voted a maccy dee’s.
SITTING AROUND
THE HOUSE
Setting an alarm to get up early in the mornings and then
asking yourself why bother when it goes off?
Wearing sweats.
Wearing no make-up.
Wearing hair pulled back in a loose, unkempt bun.
Not caring about your general psychical appearance on a
day-to-day basis.
“SO, are
you going to put on real people clothes today?”
*thinks about whether I have to step outside the house today or not* - “NOPE”.
SOCIAL MEDIA
Checking your facebook and then getting depressed when
you see posts such as;
“OMG! Just landed
my dream job”, or “that’s us got a
new flat/car/diamond ring/general material things you can’t afford.”
Then typing, “Yay
for you, babe! Congratulations!” (when you actually want to type “FUCK YOU, JANET!”
I hate hating on other people’s success, but it comes
with the territory these days...
REJECTION EMAILS
“Sorry you’re under qualified for this position”
“Sorry, you’re over qualified for this position”
“Sorry, this apprenticeship is for school-leavers with no
experience only”
“Sorry, you MUST have a degree in something you don’t
have a degree in… even though you can do all the job requirements and have the
desired qualities”
So if you’re unemployed and desperately seeking work like
myself- I feel you!
We just need to “stay positive” in the hopes that we’ll
“get something soon!"
The only joy I have found so far in this journey has been
finding people in the same boat as me and banding together; sharing war stories
and struggles between us.
Is it possible to get drunk on a fiver?
Stace x
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